``the only one for me~ BELLA

[*Jasper Rai Daiz]

Jasper Daiz;

...tonight will be the night that I will fall for you...
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Italy had so many memories. So many that could go bad so quickly. Though there were memories that stayed vivid in ones head.. so they could remember it forever. Jasper sat at the edge of a meadow that ended with a cliff. His legs were swung over the edge as he looked out upon the large lake surrounded by a lush forest. So many memories had happened here that he would of never forgotten. So many memories of HER... so many memories of Isabella; at least when she was still with him. His memory kept flashing through the memories, making feel that much more dead inside.

Like the first time he kissed her; "I will never want to hurt you, Bells." Jasper had said while wiping tears from Bella's cheek. She was fearful of being with him, and he knew this to a fault. Nobody knew how long it took Jasper to get Bella to trust him. Her life had been full of pain both physically and mentally. The girl never met her mother fore she died giving birth to Bella, and her father hated Bella since the day she was born-- merely because she killed her own mother. Jasper had told her never to think that way. Merely to think of it as her mother's time-- he was sure Bella's mother would of wanted to be with her but it was just her time. You couldn't stop fate. Even the time he proposed to Bella in this very spot. Bella didn't believe that he was telling the truth until he took the ring out. Nothing could top that day in his memory. That had to be the best day of his life. Isabella had finally trusted him, and proved it by wanting to marry him. Jasper had felt overjoyed. There was nothing he wanted more than to have Bella in his arms... as HIS, and to get her out of that horrible house where she was beaten every night. Bella would have the life she never had-- Jasper had promised. He would give Bella whatever she wanted because he felt that she deserved it. Of course she deserved it. He would give her the world as long as she loved him... and he would never hurt her...

Until the day that the Butterfly virus had taken him over-- throwing him into the change. Jasper had desperately tried to get Isabella and their newborn son, Raymond, to the transportation port to the Protection Center before he had undergone the change. That memory was painfully fresh in his memory...

"Jasper!" Bella cried looking around desperately at the panicking people rushing around them-- both screaming and crying. Jasper had held Bella's hand tighter to make sure he wouldn't loose her to the crowd and held onto his son just as tight; the child crying in his ear. It's alright Raymond, Daddy's going to save you and you're mother... Jasper had thought as they finally reached the army men scanning humans with some Lazar to the eye. Jasper had pushed Bella forward and they checked her-- she was clear. Jasper felt relieved, his infection hadn't passed to her. Jasper moved forward to the army man-- who was ready to scan Jasper first. Jasper shook his head, "My son first." he said to the man, Jasper's eyes were hard and pleading. If they scanned Jasper first-- Raymond wouldn't of made it through. The army man scanned Raymond-- clear. Jasper sighed again but suddenly his body started burning. It was a horrible feeling. The burning his his throat as he gasped-- taking in Raymond's scent. No! NOO!
"Jasper!" Bella had cried, urging him to hurry up.
NOO!! Jasper thought but it was too late to hand the child to Bella-- Jasper's once brilliant green eyes shifted to a bloody red. They showed complete hunger.... Jasper looked to Raymond and leaned forward quickly, bitting into the baby's chest right above the heart. He wanted blood-- he NEEDED IT!
Isabella's scream rang through his ears, screaming for her baby that Jasper was killing. The baby was screaming loudly as the army man tried to take the baby away. Isabella moved forward and started hitting Jasper, crying loudly and desperate.

Jasper's head flashed back to reality, his eyes wide as he looked over the peaceful lake. His chest ached so much.... it hurt. How could he? He had promised to never hurt Bella. But he killed their first born child.... Raymond's blood was still fresh in his memory. Jasper mentally slapped himself-- it was wrong to think so horribly of the dead. Epically if that dead was your own son! Jasper had been lucky that the army man had taken Isabella away from Jasper-- he would of killed her too if she had gotten closer to him. Jasper cursed himself... the best he had now was that hopefully Isabella was safe... even if she had a new husband, children, and despised Jasper.... he wouldn't care.. all he would want was to know she was safe.


(Sorry it's so long, but I desiced to give you insight to what had happened the last time Jasper and Isabella were together, in case you needed this information for your post ^^ )

Burning on the inside~